wAt sAy i sAy?!?

I've moved..

2006-05-18T19:58:00.000+08:00

Hey pple..
I have shifted..
Tat explains why i haven been blogging here..
Read more abt my life here..

YeAH!!

2006-04-21T13:55:00.000+08:00

Hello pple!!!
Long long time.. really long long time..
I haven blogged since like ages..
I can see dust accumulating on this blog..
Whaha..

Am on holidays now..
Slacking at home and going for tuitions..
Currently reading this book called The Five Love Languages for Singles
It's a great book..
I've learnt much from the book.
Really..
You shld grab the book and haf a go at it..
It's by Gary Chapman..

Well well..
I wanna go overseas.. But..
No money..
Any sponsors??
Haha..

iT's bEeN a LoNg tiMe..

2006-02-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

Hello world!!
Yeah! I noe.. It's been a long time..
Sorry..

Well well.
Time flew.
CNY is over and yours truly is back to school.
Rushing all the assignments tat I haf to complete before going for my attachment.
I'm going back to the same place for my attachment in a few weeks' time.
And i'm graduating real soon..
This sem is my last..
Fast eh?
I cun believe it either..

Today marks the very first tuition lesson for me.
Not too bad.
The girl is quite brilliant actually.
But juz not so strong in her reading and pronunciation.
Hehe.
Had quite a pleasant time teaching her.
Hehe.

Oh..
U noe wat?
Dada and me were having our dinner at the tv lounge in hall.
After which he wanted to wash his hands.
As the toilet near the tv lounge is a girls' toilet.
He forgot abt it and actually stepped into the toilet.
He realised sth was amiss when he saw the sanitary bin.
Den he went to check the sign on the door and saw that it reads 'girls'
Good thing there wasnt anyone in the toilet at that time..
Haha..

Well..
Tml got morning class..
Better go off soon..
TTFN..

Weeee...

2005-11-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

Yippee-ya-yo!!!
Exams are finally over le..
Hmm..
FINALLY..
Not tat i spent alot of time studying..
Haha..
But it's juz exams..
Who likes exams anyway..

Oh well.
My dear girls passed the practical aspect of their drill test.
But not all passed the theory part.
But i'm still VERY proud of all of them.
Their hardwork in practicing have paid off.
Well done girls!!

Oh well.
Had officers' meeting yesterday.
Discussed quite alot of things.
Den we had dinner at Westlake.
Yummy yummy.
Joanne Ling treated us.
Thanks jo!!

Now back in hall.
Still studying.
For Principles of Law.
Haha..
Making notes and highlighting for dada.
Coz he got open book exams tml...
Haha..

tiReD.. yEs i aM..

2005-11-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

It's been a tiring week for me.
Yes.
I noe the week hasnt ended yet.
But i do feel tired.

Had my english paper.
Good.
Yes it was.
Now it's worrying how well i will fair.
Everyone finds it manageable.
Means the bell curve will shift!!
Argghh..

Sis is sick.
Having high fever.
Went home to take care of her.
Supposed to study.
But ended up sleeping and watching tv.
Tml's paper sure gone case one.
Sighz..

Oh well..
Last paper..
Tonight gonna cheong as much as i can..
TTFN..

rEtAiL tHeRaPy..

2005-11-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

Haha..
I've finally found my motivation to study..
Yesh! Got my dosage of retail therapy..
Yes!! This week i got myself..
An Espirit top.
And a new pair of jeans..
Yippee-ya-yo..

Yupz..
Cool bananas..
I like..

yiPpEe-yA-yO!

2005-11-08T09:40:00.000+08:00

Looking back.
Time really flies so fast.
It's been 4 yrs and 10 mths since the day me and dada got together.
There were the good times and the bad times.
I saw how much we have grown, as an individual and together.
How we will never have nutting to say to each other. [not coz we are talkative k!]
How we will always be looking out for each other.
I'm really so blessed!!

Din really go anywhere posh to celebrate.
Went to Long John's Silver.
Order Combo 1.
Added 1 piece of chicken [for him] and 1 set of coleslaw [for us]
Had a 8oz clam chowder and a slice of chocolate cream pie.
Hehe.
Sounds kinda glutton eh..

I spent the whole of today not studying at all!!
Haha.
Bad, bad, bad..
Hopefully i can finish studying on time man..

Oh! In the evening.
We went to dada's place for penang laksa!
Yes! His mum cooked it!
Lots of pple were dere too!
It was a BIG gathering.
We also had canadian pizza.
Hawaiian and cheesy turkey and chicken wings!
The chicken wings were superb man!!
Should haf ordered more!!
Haha..
Left his place at about 11.15pm.
Hitched a ride from bert who sent me and dada back to hall.
Thanks bert!
Had a great chat with bert til like 1 am.
Haha..

"Life's greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved"
I truly agree!
I am loved! By everyone!
By my friends.
By my family.
By my dada.
By my Heavenly Father.
I love you all too!!

eVerYtHiNg nEw!!

2005-11-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

I'm home.
For once on a saturday afternoon.
Haha.
Juz came back from zif's place not long ago.
Went to his place for Hari Raya.
Had lots of yummy yummy food man.
Hehe..
Thanks zif and mum!!

Saw didi also.
He has grown so much since the last time i saw him.
Slightly more violent.
But not as shy as before already.

And...
Today..
The very first time.
I'm receiving a wedding invitation from my peer.
She's from the same batch as me in jc and she's getting married.
Haha.
All of us were so excited to receive the invitation card.
No. It's not shotgun. It's juz the culture's tradition.
Congrats Ris..

Oh yeah.
Yesterday juz before i boarded a taxi with dada to church.
The smart boy stepped on my shoe and..
*Piak*
Yes! The sandals broke.
Kinda badly coz i cun walk properly with tat sandals.
So i bought a new pair of sandals.
It's FOC.
Coz.. Dada paid for it..
Haha..
A reason to get new shoes..
Thanks dear..

Sleepy...

nO siGnBoaRd?

2005-11-04T11:26:00.000+08:00

It's a nice cool weather this morning.
So tempted to sleep in man.
But i cun.
Gotta start studying.

Last night went to the esplanade to celebrate Aunty Gina's bdae.
We went to No Signboard Seafood [tat explains the title of this blog]
We had dou miao, brocolli with scallops, steamed fish, cereal prawns, tou fu and chilli crabs with fried buns.
The food was superb man!
The fish is fresh, the prawns are tasty and the crabs are fat and juicy!!
Yum yum.. *slurps*
But the price even nicer.
It cost us $333+ for 9 pple man.
Tat's equivalent to abt $40 per person for tat meal.
Goodness.
Haha..

After dinner we decided to sit by 'On the Waterfront' to listen to some live band perform.
The band's called 'Tabula'.
The vocalist is quite good-looking sia. [sorry dada]
The drummer rolls super powderfully man! Cool!
The bassist is very entertaining.
The guitarist is good too!
It was such good performance man.
I like!!

Reached back hall ard 12.
Did some stuff for children's camp.
Went to wash clothes and i fell asleep while studying.
Haha.
The next moment i noe.
Clothes are ready.
And when i opened the door.
Tada!!!
The bucket of washed clothes was outside my room! [normally i haf to walk down 4 storeys to get my clothes]
Thanks to my dada.
He brought the clothes up for me!!
So sweet of him.
Thanks dear..

So blessed...

LiTtLe tOTs..

2005-11-03T12:48:00.000+08:00

First of all.
Happy burfday shan and derek!
Had fun bbq-ing under the rain after so long.
It's really indeed reminiscing those times.
Haha.

Well.
Exams are drawing nearer!
Arrgghh.
And i haf no mood.
No mood AT ALL to study.
This is bad man.
Sighz.
I muz try to be motivated.
Trying..

Oh well.
I'm thinking of playing even way before my exams start.
Bad, bad, bad..
Thinking of going on a short getaway [anybody??]
Thinking of my shopping spree [But where's the money??]
Thinking of...
Haha..

Was juz talking to Na yesterday on our way to ECP.
And i realised this coming hols is gonna be my last hols.
Before i step out to work.
Yes. Full fledge work.
Come to think of it.
Time really flies man.
Need to make full use of every single minute, second of my time man.
Haha.

Alright.
For now.
I need to get my butt down to studying man.
Sianz..

pHeW!!!

2005-10-21T10:36:00.000+08:00

Whoa whoa.
It's been a long long long long time.
Since my last post!
It was dated sept.
And now's oct.
1 month man!!

I finally can relax and breathe abit.
The past month has been real hectic.
Juz last week i had 3 assignments to rush.
Goodness.

1 more test and assignment coming up.
After tat!
I'm free!!!
Though i still got exams.
But 28 Oct!! I'm gonna play!!
Wee....

Well.
That's as much as i can update all of u..
Take care for now..
Cya!!
=)

YiPpEe!!!

2005-09-13T16:00:00.000+08:00

Woo-hoo...
Finally the holidays are here!!
As much as there are many things to complete during this period of time.
The fact tat one does not need to go to skool is good enuff.
Hehe..

Anyway.
Second day of hols.
And i haf not started on anything yet.
Haha.
Slacker rite?
Hmm..
Let's see..
Plans for this week..

One.
Complete ECE presentation ppt.

Two.
Complete ETE Sonnet.

Three.
Complete ECM Test Construction.

Four.
Meet up with grp to do EED discussion.

Five.
Go tanning.

Six.
Dinner wif Grace. FOC man.. Hehe..

Seven.
Attend seminar @ SAJC.

Hehe..
Looking forward to completing all tat..
Haha..
Ambitious.
But!
I can do it!!
Hehe..

Alrightie..
Think that's all i haf to say for now..
TTFN..

wAt'S LiFe?

2005-09-09T01:43:00.000+08:00

Hey peepz!!
It's the hols once again.
Though it's only a week.
I guess it would be more than sufficient for me.
Time to pia my assignments.
Time to play abit.
Hehe.

Juz had my literature presentation today.
Slept at 430am in the morning to prepare for it.
Well.
It all went well.
At least i din fumble.
At least tat's wat my classmates said.
Managed to make the class laugh.
Through my silly actions i guess.

Went to do prayer walk wif Denny too.
It was a fruitful time praying together.
Shared wif him some stuff.
And he told me this, "Window opportunity"
I'm gonna remember tat.
And start asking myself.
Wat's my window opportunity.
Gonna continue seeking for His direction.

Well.
Thanks to those whom showed concern.
After reading my previous blog.
Really.
I appreciated them.
Over the week.
I haf been charged up.
And i'm more or less doing rather good now.
At least i tink i don feel as stress now.
Haha.

Hopefully i do make full use of my time during the hols.
To those having hols now.
Continue to enjoy it.
For those mugging for tests and stuff.
Jia you wor!!!
Take care!!

LoNg tiMe..

2005-09-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
I haf really not blogged for a long time.
Often i had lots of tots to pen down.
But i juz cun find the time to do so.
Life sucks man!
Big time.
So many things to do.
But i am juz one me.
One pair of hands.
One pair of legs.
But..
Sighz..

I counted.
Every week.
I haf at least 8 things to do.
Excluding my extra lessons.
My assignments.
And my project meetings.
24 hrs a day nv seem enuff for me.

Was sick 2 weeks ago.
Juz last sunday was down wif UTI.
Tat i had to go to the loo so many times.
Oh well.
I'm fine already though.

Next few days.
Hectic period again.
As usual.
Denny said,"There's nv a time u are free"
Zif said," Shir, take a break. Spend some time wif urself"
I'm trying but i juz cun.
I donno how.

I've got test on mon.
Project meeting and com meeting on tues.
Dance rehearsal on wed.
Presentation on thurs.
I've got performance on fri.
Out of 5 working days.
I haf things i haf to do out of the norm.

I'm awaiting for the hols to come.
But den when it does come.
I dread it.
Coz it also means doing assignments and more assignments.
Oh well.
Guess time management is all i need.

Caught in a dilemma of where to teach aft i graduate.
Seeking for an answer from Him.
Spoke to a few others.
And i was told - to be sensitive to Him.

Teacher's day juz passed.
The girls actually did some scrapbook like thing for the officers.
It was really sweet of them.
We had a song from them too.
Thanks girls!!
I really appreciated it.
*muacks*

I wanna break down in tears.
I'm so tired.
Physically.
I need a shoulder to lean on.
I want to let it all out.
Sighz.

But no matter how bad things are.
I will still declare that Jesus is Lord!

LoNg tiMe..

2005-08-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

It's really been a long time since i last blogged.
Haha.
Been so busy wif so many things.

Anyway.
My hols was great.
Went Penang and Langkawi.
Hehe.
Had a great deal of fun!!
Haha.

Started skool like last week.
This is my second week.
Sighz.
Assignments are piling up man!!
And worst of all!!
I'm taking Literature as one of my modules man.
Sianz.
When i suck in Lit.
Why??

Oh well.
Grand Welcome is finally over!
Big sigh of relief man!
Haha.

Now.
It's time to get down to other serious business.
Take care pple!
Me go do Lit analysis.
Tml got IBG.
Me playing netball.
Haha.

a gEntLe nOte..

2005-07-06T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hi pple!!
It's really been a hectic week..
Suddenly had lots of things to do..
But i'm going away to Penang.
Been trying to settle lots of stuff before i leave.
Thanks to Saodah for covering for me while i'm away.
Owe ya another one dere girl!
Such a sweetie.

EnD is over!
And i would say it was good.
Praise be to God!
Impressed wif the Colour Party this yr!
Had quite a bit of fun wif the Sec 1s.
Haha.

Oh well.
Gonna miss Guest Cell this friday.
Sighz.
But nvm.
Dere'll be more Guest Cell to come.

And.
I'll be away from the 7th to 15th of July.
If you guys need to look for me urgently.
Do gif me a call or drop me a msg.
I'm on roaming.
Will get back to you as soon as i can ya?
In the mean time.
Take care!!
Love ya pple!!

fUn, fUn aNd mOrE fUn..

2005-06-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

Whoa.
It's been a hectic few days.
Well.
Let's start from Saturday.

Went to church for EnD rehearsal.
Was abit late.
Coz i lazed in bed.
Haha.
Rehearsal ended at ard 1 plus.
Slacked in the office till 2 plus before going for lunch at Coro.

Headed to Gene's place to slack while waiting for time to pass.
I was supposed to meet Dog in the evening for show.
Ling, Hang and Steph were at Gene's place too.
Steph went dere to make pancakes.
Watched Love Actually.
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days.
Resident Evil.
Nice shows altogether.
By the time we finished.
11pm.

Supposed to meet Dog rite?
But cancelled it later in the day.
Kinda upset wif Dog and decided that we shldn't meet at all.
Haha.

We all decided to go for supper at Bukit Timah.
And so we did.
Met up wif Zif also.
Ate and tok and stuff.
The next thing we noe.
It's 4am in the morning.
Haha.
While Gene and Ling headed home.
The rest of us decided to walk to Bukit Batok to hail a cab instead.
To save tat bit of money.

Reached BB at like 5am.
And we were thinking.
1 more hour before it's the end of the midnight charges.
So to save even more money.
We decided to sit down and tok some more.
Left BB at 630am.
Reached home at 7am.
Bathed and got out of house to get to church.
Had lots of fun but it was tiring.

Hmm.
Oh ya!!
I got darker.
Coz i went to the beach!!
Hehe.
And i finally am able to swim!!
Laps some more noe!!
Nv dared to do it.
First coz it's always very tiring to swim.
Second, i was nv able to make it to the half way mark of the breadth of the pool.
Thirdly, i was afraid tat i wld juz drown once i cun touch the bottom of the pool.
But now i can!!
All thanks to dada.
He really taught me well!
Thanks dear!!
U really did a wonderful job!!
Now i keep wanting to go for swims.
Haha.

Oh well.
Tired already.
Nitez world!!

mY dAY..

2005-06-21T18:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Time check.
6.07pm.
And thou is slacking.
Haha.

Woke up this morning ard 10.40am.
To find tat i was the only one at home.
Kinda sad though.
But well.
Woke up.
Got out of my bed.
Hung clothes.
And i went back to sleep.
Haha.

Woke up again at 12.42pm.
The first thing i did was to msg eugene.
Asking him out for lunch.
And he called back.
To ask me to meet up wif steph and wei hang.
So cool eh.
And to meet them.
I was asked to cab down to Bukit Timah.
But.
Gene paid for the cab fees.
Haha.
So it's worth it!!
Thanks Gene.

Anywayz.
Went to Gene's place.
We baked.
We cooked.
And we ate.
Yummy yummy yummy!!
Mashed potato.
Buttered carrots.
Shortcake.
Mussel Campbell soup.
Oh!
And maggi noodles for lunch.

Well.
Now.
Tune in for more news.
Muahaha...

i'M bAck!

2005-06-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

It's been a real long time i would say.
Super duper long.
Since i last blogged.
Sorry to those who haf been tuning for more news.
Haha.

Oh well.
Whole of last week was hectic.
Real hectic.
Go4th Missions Conference was great!
It really opened my eyes to many things out dere.

While at the conference.
Gene msg to say he's not doing fine.
And asked me to pray for him.
Donno wat happened.
Will wait for him to update me on stuff.

Sunday was tiring.
Aftermath of late nights from the conference.
Went to dada's place and slept.
From noon till evening.
Tired tired tired.
Woke up and felt so lazy to do anything.
Haha.
But dada's not feeling well.
His nose has been running non-stop.
His back is aching.
Juz like an old man.
And his throat is irritating him as well.
Guess he hasnt had good rest.

Went shopping today wif dada.
Both of us bought a Nike top each.
Nice nice!
I like!
Den i bought for myself a new eeyore!!
Hehe.
Add on to my collection.

Oh oh!
I went for my eye brow trimming too.
Now my brows look neater.
And the consultant who did my brows for me was superb!
I like!

Hmm.
Tat's all for now i guess.
Yawnz.
Need my sleep.

bACk..

2005-06-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

Whoa.
Long long time pple.
Hmm.
Been busy going for camps camps camps.
Going for another one tml man!

Hehe.
And u noe wat?!
I'm chao da now.
It's called black!
Oh well.

So many things happened in such short period.
It's unimaginable.
Serious.
Haha.

Oh well.
Enjoy ur hols ya pple?
Take care!
I'll be back wif more..
Hehehe...

fAmiLy oUtiNg

2005-05-24T08:15:00.000+08:00

OH!!
Tired tired tired.
Had our church family day yest!
It was fun, fun and more fun!

My WHOLE family was dere.
Dad din drive.
Mum took leave from work!
It's juz so wonderful.
It's been so so long since the whole familty spent time together.

Was playing Captain's Ball wif some of my girls.
And the other younger youths.
Felt so old man.
Ran abit only den very tired liao.
Haha.

The kids from Hougang came.
And I was playing wif them the whole time when they were there.
Felt so much like a Mother hen wif the small little chicks.
Haha.
But i had so much fun wif them.
Haha.
Rach was a great help too.
Really a silent worker.
But without her.
I tink i wun be able to handle them too.
Thanks girl!

Hmm.
When the kids left for home.
I played abit of badminton.
And went cycling wif eve and sheen.
Finally had time for myself again.

Oh well.
Realised tat my parents both haf the gift of service.
They served those whom we will not take notice of.
Hmm.
So blessed to haf them as my parents.
Hehe.

Reached home.
Feeling eeky and sticky.
Sun-burnt.
But.
I was last to bathe.
Why?
Coz everyone at home said tat since i bathed the slowest.
I shld be last.
Sighz.

Woke up at 11 this morning.
Supposed to go to the beach but din.
Coz too tired liao.
Haha.
Went over to dada's place.
Watched Seoul Raiders.
Stupid show.
Haha.
AND.
I ordered pizza before going over.
AND.
Superb timing!
The pizza reached his place juz after i arrived.
Haha.
Wee...

Going home now..
Going home, Going home..
Haha..
Satay Bee Hoon.
Here i come!!!!
Lalala...
Yummy yummy...

yEah!! yiPpEe..

2005-05-20T06:00:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!!
I juz woke up like 90 minutes ago.
Such a pig rite?
I noe.
Eugene calls me tat too - Ni shi zhu.
Haha.

Went out wif Eugene yest though.
Spent like 11 plus hours wif him.
Non-stop toking!!
Haha.

He passed his insurance exam thing.
Met up wif him.
Hungry us went Suntec to eat.

We went to Pastamania.
Reached dere like at 12 noon.
We ate and tok till like 3.
And the glutton me told gene.
"Ay gene, i feel like eating ice-cream leh"
And off we went to Swensens to eat.
AGAIN!!
Haha.

We checked in to Swensens at 3.39.
Whoa.
The seats dere were comfy.
The place where we were sitting was shiok boy!

Ordered a Sticky Chewy Chocolate.
We shared.
Tok and tok.
Den again i said.
"Ay, hungry leh"
Steady!!
This time round.
Calamari Rings.
Den tok and tok.
Ordered another deep fried mushrooms.
Tok and tok.
And we left Swensens when Ling came to join us.
Check out time: 8.02pm
Tat's like abt 5 hours at Swensens.

Headed to Fish and Co.
To eat some more.
Haha.
Glutton rite?
Free flow passion fruit drink.
Seafood platter for 2.
And lemon garlic mussels.
Wif a basket of fries on the house.
Imagine the amt of food we had man.
Left Fish and Co at like 1030?
Took train home.
Reached at abt 12.
Haha.

Really enjoyed myself.
Nv chatted wif Gene like tat before man.
But.
I believe dere's more to come.
Looking forward to them!!

yEah!!

2005-05-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

Yippee.
Day is over.
Kinda enjoyed my day.

Tink it's true tat when one is wif friends.
One goes wild and crazy.
Went back to JJ today.
For talentime.
Met up wif frens.
Had lots of fun.
Broke rules though.
Not supposed to 'book' seats for frens.
But we did it anyway.
The ushers also couldn't do anything to us.
Haha.
Oops.

We were kinda commenting and commenting on the performances.
Haha.
Critics.
Ya.
Twister performed again!!
They are still as good.
Haha.
Anywayz.
Wallace the actor from Holland Village came.
Ling Lee and Jing Mok from Singapore Universe also came.
Some script writer too.
Haha.
Really enjoyable time i had.

Really one BIG group of us.
Zif. Ling. Jun. Wei. Jieshi. Eugene. Shy. Damai. Steph. Leong. Songzhen. Cheng En.
Whoa.
Yeah.
Long list.
But good gang!
Haha.

I kinda disturb a guy today.
One of the guys sitting in front of me whom i din noe.
Haha.
Sorry.
Hehe.

Alrightie.
Me got to go sleep le.
Need to wake up super early tml.
Goodie Nitey..

oH weLL..

2005-05-06T14:09:00.000+08:00

Another day has passed.
Mmm.
Kinda tired i would say.

Got a call from bro's fren juz now.
Got job offer.
But.
Still in a dilemma if i shld take up.
Haha.

Went down to church today.
Did stuff for the amazing race thing.
Err.
Did the flyer for Chips O'Mania.
The evaluation form.
And the postcard thing.
Haha.
Not much accomplished.
But i felt a sense of achievement.
Finally doing something aft so long.
Haha.

Came back for dinner.
Washed the dishes as well as the stove.
Spent abt an hour washing stuff.
Aft tat.
Tired.
Hands super suan sia..
Haha.

Granny cooked bo bo cha cha today.
All we ate were the jellies inside and the sweet potatoes.
Esp me, bro and sis.
Fighting for the chewy jellies inside.
Haha.
Bet the pot is emptied of jellies.
Haha.

Oh well.
Super full now.
Haha.
Gonna sleep soon.
Tml got to wake up early.
Nitez..

mY dAy?

2005-05-05T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Once again.
Yet another day at home.
This time.
I was home.
Cooking and washing clothes.
Yes!
Me.
Machiam like housewife.

Cooked fried rice for lunch.
Erm.
Kinda proud at the final product though.

Dinner.
Had yong tau hoo soup.
French beans wif carrots.
Minced pork wif tou fu.
Not too bad a meal though.
To me.
At least i attempted to cook a full meal.
Haha.

Oh well.
Caused dada to miss his match btwn liverpool and chelsea.
Felt really bad.
If only i din insist tat he slept first.
Sorry dear.
I'm really sorry.
Sighz.
*pulls her ears and stands on one foot*

Oh well.
Nutting much abt my day other than these.
Nitez..

2005-05-03T16:22:00.000+08:00

tHe piCs wE toOk.. niCe hOr?! i liKe..

hoLiDay...

2005-05-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

Ello.
Haha.
Blogging time again!!

Denny called me twice.
I missed both calls.
Once coz fone was in my room.
Cannot hear.
Twice coz i was gonna sleep.
Lazy to pick up calls.
Haha.
Sorry!

Went out today wif dada in the late aftn.
Though he was not feeling well.
Poor boy has a huge ulcer at the back of his mouth.
Den it's swollen.
And he cun tok properly.
Den abit grouchy grouchy coz of the pain.

Went to bugis.
Watched XXX.
Not bad a show.
But storyline abit chim.
But the effects not bad lah.
To me.
Oh! Shaw's tickets' price increased!!
It was $9.50 when i watched XXX.
Haiyo.

Anywayz.
Went to Pastamania for dinner.
Chocolate Mousse dere not too bad.
Quite chocolatey.
I'm on my way to becoming a pastamania's member!!
Hehe.

After dinner.
We went to take picture cards.
Nice.
Took 2 though.
Haha.
Kinda spent quite abit today.
Thanks dear.
I like the pics.
Hehe.

Accompanied him to the doc.
"You need to take Vit C pills regularly.
And use mouth gargles to prevent ur ulcers from developing"
Tat was doc's advice.
So if you too are prone to having ulcers.
Gif the advice a try!
Hehe.
[I feel like a promoter now.. Sheeshh..]

Oh well.
Had a real enjoyable day today.
I like!!
Nitey nitez..

bOriNg..

2005-04-29T03:30:00.000+08:00

Hey!
I need entertainment!
I am bored.
Can u believe it??
I've been home for days.
Rotting already..

Was only out a few times.
For dinner wif dada's family.
To pick him up.
And for a meeting.
Other than tat.
It was home.
Home.
And more home.

Someone get me out of house!
I need a job!
When will i get one?
Sighz..

I need my entertainment!
I'm gonna go out this sunday!
Have to.
After LJOY!!
Out.
Out.
Out.
Can dada??
Plss....

Oh ya..
Called my sis skool yest to enquire some stuff.
The person who answered the fone was super rude.
Not helpful at all.
So fuming mad!

Oh well.
Came here to fa xie.
Need to go pick my sis up soon..
Ciaoz..

i LiKe..

2005-04-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Exams are finally over!!
Today i handed in my final piece of assignment.
Big load off for this semester!!
Rejoice!!

Oh well.
After handing in the assignment.
I went down to meet dada for dinner before going to cell.
First the table was only me and him.
Den came evelyn.
Den liwei.
Den yahui and pastor barry.
Den pee.
It was whoa!
Big gathering man!
Haha.

Went up to pastor fu-man place.
For the last session of new life.
It was a great session.
We prayed for 2 hours!
Solid!
Words were spoken to individuals.
Really could feel God's presence.
I was really amazed and awed!

Oh.
Finished cell at 12 midnight.
Bo bian.
Go to take a cab back though i told myself this mth no taking of cabs.
But..
Nvm..

Evelyn came over to my hostel to stayover.
Had a great session talking when my jc friends called at ard 1am.
They too came over to my room.
Eugene (my senior), Zif (my vice-presto), Ling (my buddy), Khai, Steph and Song Zhen.
We all talked and laughed.
Till abt 3 am.
Enjoyable session man.

After they left.
Me and eve were hungry.
So i rode on Larree's scrampler out to buy supper.
Broom broom..
So shiok man!!

Slept at like 6 am.
And woke up at 930am.
Was late to be at TTSH.
But..
I really enjoyed myself..

yiPpPeEe..

2005-04-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Exam over!
My first and last paper was today.
The paper was doable.
But i'm not too sure if i can score man.
Sighz..

Oh well.
I was doing doing.
Den pple started to leave the exam hall.
I do until i no mood.
Finished and i left too.
Haha.

Went to meet dada for dinner.
Coz i got craving for food.
As usual.
Went to Out of the Pan again.
Haha.
But tried new stuff.
Seafood jungle crepe.
Err.
Found out tat seafood and crepe don exactly go.
But oh well.
The seafood minestrina was good.
Full of ingredients.
And tasty too.
Quite worth the money.
And dada paid for the meal.
Haha.
First time he used his debit card.
Then he said he wanted to pay.
Haha.
Like small boy sia.
[oops]

Oh well.
Saw a nice top from U2.
But was contemplating if i shld buy it.
And i am still contemplating.
Sighz.
I need a girl's opinion of it.
Help!!!!

Send him back.
And ya.
Here i am!
Blogging.

One last assignment.
100% though.
And i am done for the semester.
Jia you!!

2005-04-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.
Long day today.
Supposed to help Fidz distribute VOICES.
But kinda left house late.
And in the end.
Reached skool late.
Sorry Fidz.

Hmm.
Had a short session of lab.
Den took pics wif Mr Chua.
Oh.
He gel-ed his hair up for the phote shoot!
Haha.

Den travelled out to JP.
Wanted to go window shop.
Saw Saodah on the bus though.
Den accompanied her to makan.
And we went shopping!
Haha.
For a short while though.

I got myself a pink top from HangTen.
It reads 'girl'.
Haha.
And i bought a pair of slippers from Noda.
All below $30!
Cheap cheap cheap!!
Haha.

Den went to pick dada up from work.
And we went to eat at Farrer.
Walked wif him to church.
And i went to Serene Mac to study.
While waiting for him.
Dere i saw a super cute little girl.
She's chubby and very fluent in her spoken language.
She's so adorable!!
Very animated also.
Haha.

Den was studying till i was bored.
So went to get a copy of newspaper to read.
Read read read den a guy came up to me.
He asked if i have the Life! section.
I told him i don [not knowing that it was in the stack of papers i had]
So he actually left mac.
But came back again.
Sat at the table next to me.
And we started toking.
And.
Eventually.
Exchanged numbers.
Haha.

Oh well.
Spoke to denny abt the prog.
Haha.
And he came up wif a super lame game.
Called 'Under the water'.
Doesnt sound lame but it is.
Go ask him.
You will laugh until peng ah.
Rite Den?

Hmm.
DI course this sat.
Praying hard that i'll get pass it!
Pray for me too k?!
Nitey everyone.
I'm going back to mug for EED.

tHoUgHts..

2005-04-13T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Yet another day.
Tired.
As usual.
But this time.
I slept too much.
Tat's why.
Bad.

Hmm.
Was revising for EED.
Till i started studying the ceiling.
Sighz.
Woke up and went out.
Went to Bugis to mum mum.
To satisfy my chocolate craving.
Eclairs.
Cheese Sticks.
Yummy.

Went Sim Lim to look for thumbdrive for joel.
For one.
Nice design.
1GB for $139.
Not a bad deal.
Den me and dada went to Terra Cafe for dinner.
Food dere not too bad.
For the price we paid.
Good deal.
Haha.

Read quite abit on dsylexia today.
Had a better understanding though.
I still wanna go study special ed.
No money.
Hmm..

Been thinking abt 76th.
Is it me being too paranoid?
(is tat the right word to use?)
Many thoughts.
But i need to organize them.
Need to sort them out.
Am i being too protective?
Help!!!

As for dada.
I do care abt u.
I do appreciate u.
Maybe i don say it enuff.
But i really do.

Oh well.
Guess i'm tired.
Need to rest.

lOnG lOnG tImE

2005-04-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.
It's been a long time.
Been so busy.
Busy as a bumble bee.
Don even haf time to do anything else.

Finally handed ECE up today.T
ink i've handed in a slip shot work.
For a 100% assignment.
I juz hope to pass.
I don wanna retake this module.

Life's been busy.
As usual.
Haha.
But throughout this period.
Dada has been real understanding.
Threw tantrums at him at times when i was stressed.
He even gave me ideas.
Proof read my work.
He has done so much.
Thanks dear.

Oh well.
Tired man.
Still got a paper.
And.
A final assignment to hand in.
100% also.
Sighz.
Really cun wait for the holidays to start.

Hmm.
Went to DAS website juz now.
They haf lots of good and interesting upcoming courses.
I wanna go.
Wanna go learn about dsylexia.
But.
The ones i wanna go.
Not financially feasible for me.
Sighz.
Will go for the ones tat i can afford.

Hmm.
Need to call up MOE and check stuff.
Prob i mite take no-pay study leave.
Mid next yr.
Den go over to Flinders.
Study special education.
Hopefully.
But as of now.
Life is still the same.
No change.

Oh ya!I got confirmed on 10042005.
Hehe.
Finally.
Oh well.
Stay tune for more updates.

liFE iS fuLL oF uNcErTaiNtiEs...

2005-04-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

Yet another day has come to an end.
Slept rather late trying to do my reflective essay.
But was motivated to sleep by Na and Ling.

Hmm.
Slept at ard 4.
After hanging all the laundry.
Super tired.
Slept till like 10 plus this morning.
And i received a msg from Jo.
Shan's mum passed away.
At 1.08 am.
I was dumbfounded when i read the msg.
It's like whoa!
I'm so taken aback.
Cancelled my discussion.
Almost din go for class.
Tat was how i was affected.

Indeed.
Life is fragile.
Dere are juz so many uncertainties.
Cherish every moment you haf wif ur loved ones.
Really.

2005-04-01T04:10:00.000+08:00

dAdA, kOk yiT, uMa, dArReN, eVe, mE, LiNdA aNd niCk

2005-04-01T04:09:00.000+08:00

hAnDsOmE bOy..

2005-04-01T04:08:00.001+08:00

dArReN, kOk yiT aNd dAdA

2005-04-01T04:08:00.000+08:00

niCk, kOk yiT, mE aNd dAdA

eNjOyaBLe dAY..

2005-03-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Long time since i blogged.
Alright.
Let's start from Fri.

Friday.
Good Friday.
The day when Christ was crucified.
Hmm.
Went to church for service.
Den some of the youths.
WeiJuan.Sheena.Terence.Amanda.Eve.Darren.Dada.Myself.
(The rest i cun remember the names)

After lunch.
Full and energetic.
Went to East Coast Park.
Wif Darren.Eve.KokYit.Nick.Dada.
Whoa!! Had so much fun dere.
(Btw, darren is eve's colleague in NUH
KokYit and Nick are her secondary frens)
Made new frens on friday.
Click rather well too.

Kayaked.
Cycled.
To the jetty.
Took quite a bit of pictures.
Windy and nice place at the jetty.
Had steamboat for dinner.
Oh ya.
Took some pics at the dining place.
They look spooky though.

Alright.
Went for an Autism Talk on Sat.
Eye opener.
Planning to move overseas to do my degree.
4 yrs.
Flinders University.
Hopefully.
Muz save money.

Sun.
Another day at LovingJOY.
By the end of it.
I collasped.
Hungry man.
Bert sent me, bro, sis and dada home.
Thanks bert!!

Mum made popiah.
Cooked delicious dishes too.
Yummy!
Thanks mummy!!
And my sis drew a pic for me.
So nice and so sweet of her.
It's now on the wall of my hostel room.

Well.
Hectic week ahead.
Lots of assignments deadlines are drawing near.
And i'm far from completing them.
Sighz..

i tOt, yOu tiNk, wHo cOnfiRm??

2005-03-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

Yet another long day.
I really dread mondays and wednesdays.
These are days that i attempt to 'fish'.
Ya.
During lesson time.
[If you get what i mean]

Oh well.
Boring lessons the whole day.
Slept so much already.
But i still feel so sleepy.
Think i've contracted sth.
The PIG syndrome.
Haha.

Finally.
I handed in my ICT assignment.
One down.
But.
Many more to go.
Sianz.
Hols.
Where are u??????

Hmm.
Went to JP for dinner wif dada.
Had 5 dumplings for dinner.
Haha.
Me and my cravings.
Watch Hitch!
Finally!
After it's been out for so long!!
Haha.
Not too bad a show.
Quite touching though.
*Sobz Sobz*

Dada was so funny.
During the show, dere was a part whereby sweet techniques were being taught.
And he turned to me.
Saying.
'You wished i was like tat rite?'
Well.
Of coz i said yes.
Den he replied.
'But i already got u. Haha'
So i said, jokingly though.
'Den we go our separate ways loh. Den i can be pampered.'
And he really tot i meant it.
So cute leh him.

Haha.
But dada.
If u are reading.
I was juz a joke ya?
Nv want to let u go.
Serious.
Hehe.
Nv regretted.

Alright.
Got to do my readings.
Sighz.
This long weekend got so much to do.
Sighz..

wHy?

2005-03-23T07:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Juz finished class.
Tired.
Wonder why.
These few days i feel so lethargic.
Sianz.

Got craving for dim sum.
*rubs tummy*
Wanna watch Hitch.
Wanna watch Pooh's Heffalump movie.
Wanna go retail therapy.
But no time!
Argghhh.
So much to do!!
When's the hols coming man????!!!

Yest had a super long day.
Wanted to get sick but couldn't.
Voice was abit hoarse though.
Kept losing my voice.
Pple laughed at me.
And.
I was practically stoning from 830 - 1730.
Nutting tat the teacher said went into my head.
Haha.
I'm dead.
More work to catch up wif.

Went back hostel.
Slept.
Woke up.
Ate.
Slack abit.
Slept again.
Till this morning and i refused to wake up.
Sighz..
What a lazy bum i am man..

Btw.
My dearest bro got his postin results.
He got into Ngee Ann Poly.
Doing Electronics and Computer Engineering.
Not the first choice he wanted but he was thankful.
Lao Di.
Remember.
In everything gives thanks!
He has a plan for you!
Jia you ba!
On ur new journey!
Tink he has really grown and matured alot.
Makes me feel old man!
Haha.

Sometimes i wonder.
Do pple really change as time goes by?
Does it mean tat by not being dere means i don care?
I'm confused.
I'm hurt i would say.
Oh well.
Life still goes on...
...

pAi sAi..

2005-03-21T14:56:00.000+08:00

Wo lei le.
Tired.
But well.
Life still goes on.
Don feel like going for class/skool tml.
Wanna take MC.
Slack.

Oh well.
Today.
Had outing wif the kids.
At cluny park.
Had lots of fun.
But well.
Not everyone participated or helped out.
Kinda disappointed.
Sometimes.
I juz don understand why people are the way they are.
[if u noe wat i'm toking abt.
if u don.
err.
den nvm.]
Sighz.

Oh well.
The kids had fun.
The helpers are bushed.
Haha.
And ya.
Zaran was so cute.
So small sized but so adorable!

Den aft the whole thing.
Went to J8 for dinner.
So pai say.
Dada's whole family celebrated my bdae.
Which was over a week ago.
They still remembered.
So sweet though.
As much as i had lots of work to do.
They haf the heart to remember.
I don haf the heart to reject.

So ya.
Went dinner at Pasta Mania.
Got my 3rd rewards card le!!
On my way to be a MEMBER!!
Haha.
Aunty Gina got me a present.
A heart stuff toy tat says 'hug me'
Nice!
I like!
They sent me home to pick up my stuff.
The whole family.
Den they waited for me while i pack stuff from home.
And they sent me back to hostel.
So so so pai say.

So now.
Here i am.
Back in hostel...

iNtErEsTiNg aNd eNjOyAbLe dAy..

2005-03-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Another day has come to an end.
Finally.
Tired.
But i truly enjoyed my day.

Woke up.
Of coz i did.
Haha.
Den went for lunch wif dada.
Went Siam Kitchen for lunch.
Food's not too bad.
[u can go try too!]
Den ya.
Took a train to skool for GB.
Met the girls.

Oh!
Salina cut her hair.
Look kinda diff though.
But nice.
Took a mini mini bus.
Went to ACJC for award ceremony.
Saw like many familiar faces.
Said hi and stuff.
Guess for me.
It's still fun being in GB till now.
The fact tat i haf so many friends all over the place.
It's juz fun!

Oh well.
Left the ceremony early.
Headed to town to meet my dearie exco.
Haha.
Everyone was dere.
Except for Ris.
Family commitment.
[Btw, she's married]
Went to Breeks! for a meal.
Food's superb!
Good price!
Nice brownies wif ice-cream at $2!
Cheap cheap cheap!!
Haha.
Really had a nice time meeting up wif the exco.
Thanks Zif!
For organising this dinner!
Great job done!
Always my efficient and perfectionist.
Vice-presto!!

Oh well.
Went for a little of shopping.
Haha.
Bought some clothes though.
Hehe.
Need to go rest soon.
Tml got long long day.
[I've been coughing for a week!!]
Sick, sick, sick!

nEw dAy..

2005-03-18T02:22:00.000+08:00

Yawnz.
Another day has come.
Me no skool today!!
Weeee....

Slept at ard 1.45am last night.
Supposed to wake up.
[Alvin supposed to wake me and na up]
But din.
Juz the 2 of us are really tired.
Knocked out!
Till this morn.
Woke up at 9.26am.

Yest.
Went to Marcus's place.
Tok to the parents quite abit.
Knew more abt their family.
Marcus is still kinda struggling wif his work.
Poor boy.
But he enjoys skool.
He's quite animated.
Tink next time can become actor sia.
Haha.

I juz realise.
Life is so filled with uncertainties.
So much of ups and downs.
So many obstacles that come our way.
But i'm juz so glad that i have God wif me.
Who never leaves me nor forsake me.
I noe that in every circumstance.
Be it good or bad.
He's always dere.
He's someone i can depend on too!

Oh well.
Came back hostel.
Went for Hall Nite.
Hmm.
The food was oookk.
But i would say.
The BMC pple really worked very hard!
Thanks!!

Had some performances.
The dances were great!
The song by Barry and Ben was nice too!
Thanks everyone!

Oh!
Had goodie bags wif.
File.
Cup noodles.
Sweets.
Newater.
Coffee.
Keychain.
FHM.
Haha.

Okie dokz.
Tat's all for now.
Tune in for more ya?
Love ya all!!

tiRiNg dAy..

2005-03-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

Oh man!
Yet another day.
Super duper tiring.
Goodness.
830 - 530 class.
Only got one hour lunch break.
Sianz.
Rush and rush.
Sighz.

Stoned the whole day.
Super drained.
Half the time din understand what my lecturers said.
Haha.
Tink i gotta read up on my stuffss.
On my own.
Arrghhh.

After class.
Came back to hostel.
Slept.
Had a headache sia.
Sighz.
Like gonna fall sick.

Woke up.
Had pizza from Sarprino.
Nice!
Cheap!
Good!

Took some pictures wif Huda, Parveen and Saodah too.
Hehe.
Some crazy pictures of us.
Den went for Hall Food Fiesta.
Haha.
Munch on some stuff.
Caught up wif some pple.
Hehe.
Been a long time since i last did tat.

Oh ya.
Yest went for dinner wif my family.
Went to Foster's Grill.
Spent $163 ++ on food dere.
Ex.
But the ambience dere is superb.
Haha.
Got live performance.
A real good guitarist.
Hmm..
Enjoyed myself dere though.
Den went home for cookies and cream.
Ice-cream cake!!
Yums..

Alright!
Tat's all for now.

2005-03-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

yUmMy piZzA.. bEtTeR wHeN sHaReD..

2005-03-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

mE aNd pArV..

2005-03-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

biG eYe mE.. aNd sAodAh..

2005-03-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

sLeEpy mE..

2005-03-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

oUt oF tHe pAn's tAbLe mAt.. aNd a LiTtLe mSg fRoM hiM..

2005-03-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

uS.. wiF oUr bLaCkEnEd aNd dArKeNeD fAcEs..

2005-03-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

mY mAsCot aNd mY pReSsiEs..

tiRiNg dAy..

2005-03-13T15:32:00.000+08:00

Today.
Woke up at 6.00am.
Went to skool for GB.
Tiring sia.
Long time since i woke up so early.

Got dad to send me and bert to church.
Yeah! Free ride!!
Haha.
Had breakfast together too.
Yummy yummy.

My dear nu ers got the girls to sing bdae song for me.
So sweet of them.
Oh ya!
They got a necklace for me too.
So nice.
Thanks dearies..
Oh ya.
Na, Rach and Ally too.

Den went for lunch wif Eli and Salina.
Tok abt some stuffs though.
Abt the company.
Haha.
Over a mac meal.

Den aft tat.
Went out wif dada.
First went to PS.
Hitch was selling fast.
So travelled to city hall.
Went to Marina Square.
Time of the show not here not dere.
Sianz.
So ended up not watching Hitch.

Went to Raffles City.
Had food from 'Out of the Pan'
Yummy crepes.
Yummy waffles.
*Slurps*

Den dada gave me a turtle as a mascot for the bigger present.
Went home.
Opened my pressie.
Nice!
Touched too.
Thanks sweetie!!
Muacks!
*Go see.. It's under my links 'My Precious'.
Tat's abt all of what happened on my bdae.
Oh ya.
Bought new pants too!
Haha.
Mum bought me a small little eeyore stuff toy!
Thanks mami!!
Love ya!!

*LoVe iS aLL aRoUnD..*

wEe..

2005-03-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

Another day has passed.
Passed wif me slacking!
The whole day!
Cun believe it.
Slept alot too.
When i'm supposed to be doing work!

Took some pictures last nite.
Nice!!
I like!

U noe wat?!
Gonna embark on a self-learning.
Dreamweaver MX.
Supposed to create some websites.
And rollover buttons.
Using ICT tools.
For my EED100 module.
I've only got 2 weeks!!
To complete it.
Short dateline.
Better hurry.

Got so much readings to do.
And given my reading speed.
I'll take ages man!

Spoke to Zif on the fone juz now.
Had a great time toking.
It's really been a long time since we last had such a conversation.
Heart to heart tok.
Missed those days.
19th Mar.
Out for makan!!
Hehe.
Wif my dearie ex-cos.

Hmm.
I wanna go for retail therapy.
One of these days.
Need to go!!
Cannot tahan already.
Ling will be my retail therapy parnter.
Hehe.
Wee..........

2005-03-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

aNd i dReW tHis.. niCe riTe?!

2005-03-11T01:42:00.000+08:00

mE tRyiNg tO aCt sWeEt..

2005-03-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

cRazY piCtUrE.. uS tRyiNg tO qiAnG jiNg tOu.. hAhA..

2005-03-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

iNnOcEnT fAcEs

tOdAy..

2005-03-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey!!
Yet another day.
Me managed to go pass this day.
Long day.
Without falling asleep!
So proud of myself!!

Hmm.
Had an interesting lecture today.
On Learning Disability.
So enjoyed the lesson.
Haha.
Took lots of notes too.

Had a long day.
But went down to Causeway Point to meet dada.
Haha.
Coz today is special day!
Haha..
Our..
4 yrs and 2 mths.
50 mths.
Anniversary.

Haha.
Went to Swensens to eat.
Haha.
Spent money.
But i tink it's all worth it.

Oh well.
Tok alot abt our day.
Enjoyed my evening.
Thanks.

*Specially for dada*
Thanks dear.
For the effort in getting sth out for my bdae.
I haf completely no idea wat u are doing.
But i can see how much effort u are putting in.
The frustrations u are feeling too.
I know tat it'll be the best bdae present anyone can haf.
I'll be looking forward to opening the present.
Thanks for the tot!
Thanks for loving me!!
Muacks!

2005-03-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

prEtTy girL aNd bOy

wO Lei Le..

2005-03-07T16:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Thou is tired.
Drained.
So much things to do.
But i'm me and me only.
Dere's only one me.
But.
I know.
My Almight God is dere.
To gif me the strength to carry on.
Thank you God!

Hmm.
Darrell's so cute today.
He noes where Jo went.
At his age.
It's amazing.
Oh well.

Tired and tired.
Continued with LJOY.
Story i taught was chim.
But dada said it was clear.
Hmm.
Phew!
But do hope the kids understood.

Went to eat Yoshinoya at PS.
Ate Warm Choc Cake at Bakerzin.
Yummy Yummy!
It's superb man!
Feel the crispy outer layer of the cake.
Inside is soft and smooth.
Wif rich choc oozing out.
*Slurps*
Had their hot chocolate too.
Yums..

But dada still prefers Coffeebeans' brownies.
Hehe.
Each has their preference ya?
*Nods her head*

Oh ya!
One of my kids from my attachment skool called.
She asked if i could go down to skool on the 11th of March.
I asked her why.
And she said:
"Coz ur bdae on 12th ma, so i want to pass u present"
So sweet of her rite?
*super touched*
Hmm.
Gotta pens down le.
TTFN.

2005-03-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

mY fAvOuRiTe dOnKey

2005-03-04T09:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!
Juz received a letter!!
From Traffic Police.
Nope.
I din get into trouble.
But i passed my final theory test.
On my first try!!
I'm smart!!
Haha.

Oh well.
Skool juz started.
Boring.
So no mood.
But no choice.
Luckily for 3 weeks.
No skool on thurs.
Need to move back to hostel soon.
So not constructive when i'm home.
Nv got any work done.

Hmm.
This few days keep getting mood swings.
Poor dada.
Been on a roller coaster ride.

Look at my handsome boys - Darrell and Darryl
And of coz my handsome darling.
Hehe.
Love them so much.
It's now 5 plus.
Been nuaing since this morning.
Better get some work done.
Go sleep.
Haha.
TTFN.

2005-03-03T17:24:00.000+08:00

mY hAnDsOmE bOy tOo

2005-03-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

mY hAnDsOmE bOy

diSaPpOiNtEd..

2005-02-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Had a busy week.
Super hectic week.
Spent my weekend.
Marking work.
Spring clean my house.

Oh ya.
Friday had emergency drill in skool.
The kids were all under the hot sun.
They were all complaining and complaining.
Haha.

One of my P6 boy cried.
He tot it was the end of the world.
So funny.
Haha.

By the end of the whole drill.
I had abt 7 of my P4 class kids in the sick bay.
I became a paramedic.
Haha.
Called their parents.
Took their temperature.
Super busy.

Oh ya.
During science prac.
Matthieu broke a thermometer.
He got so frightened.
So cute noe.
Haha.
Sup came for observation.
Wonder how i am going to fare this time round.

Den came Sunday.
Tired.
Yawnz.
After LJOY.
Went to grandma's place for dinner.
Sianz.

Den my aunt said sth which disappointed me.
Alot, alot, alot.
She got to noe that i was taking a P6 class and she said,
"Huh? You only A level den teach P6 ah?"
I was super disappointed and angry at the same time.
Wat's wrong wif A level grad teaching P6?
U mean only degree holders den can?
Wat a stereotype.
So wat if her 2 daughters are doing well in their studies?
So wat if she's rich?
Tat gives her the reason to look down on pple???
Does it means that u muz haf high qualifications to succeed???
Argghhh..
So spoilt my day!!

I'm gonna prove her wrong in time to come!!
I'm gonna shut her mouth up!!

Oh well.
Gtg.
Need to do work le..

wEeE... yEaH...

2005-02-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
It's been a long week.
Having lots of fun man.
But of coz.
I haf my fair share of stress too.
Haha.

But nonetheless.
Today was a hectic day.
Shifted from my comfy non air-con room.
To the staff room.
Sharing a table wif Rai.
Hmm.
So much things to move.
Haha.

Den i rushed to JE.
For my FIRST driving lesson.
So cool!!
I got to drive a car for the very FIRST time!
Learnt how to control the steering wheel.
How to change gear [coz i'm learning manual u see]
How to U-turn.
So cool!!
Drove short distances too!
My Instructor said that for a first timeer.
I'm doing very well!
Hehe.
So happy.

But came back home.
Tired.
Went to sleep though.
Now here i am.
Doing work again.

wEeE....

2005-01-25T10:24:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.
Fourth week into my practicum.
Haha.
Been having fun teaching.
But kinda tiring.
To haf to manage so many kids every day.
However.
At the end of the day.
It's all worth it!

Well.
Juz wanna blog down some interesting things that haf happened.

17/1/2005.
I caused 3 of my P4 students miss their skool bus.
Dismissed the class late.
So i had to send them home.
By cab.

18/1/2005.
My CT asked if i was attached.
Early in the morning.
Weird eh?
She said,"I got a very nice and handsome nephew. Very nice boy..."
She wanted me and her nephew to be friends.
Haha.
One of my student said i was pretty.
Hee.

20/1/2005.
I scolded my P4 class.
Two girls bought me a slab of stickers.
Tweety bird one.
So sweet rite?

24/1/2005.
Spoke to a few of my students.
Got to know more about them.
And they got to know more about me.
One of them gave me thing ribbon thing that she made.
So sweet eh?
And..
One of my P6 student said that her friend tinks i am very pretty.
And..
On my way back.
Another student told me that her friend likes me. [It's the same friend]
Haha.

Well.
So far this is it.
Today was the first time ever.
That my P6 class was so responsive.
I mean compared to the previous weeks.
And they laughed during my class for the first time!!
*Satisfaction*

Hehe.
Well.
Stay-tuned for more updates.
TTFN!!

mE, mYseLf aNd I..

2005-01-10T15:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..
It's the beginning of the year.
Started attachment.
Kinda having fun dere.
But the reality will set in soon.
Lesson plans!!
Haha..

Had a fun time in church today.
LovingJoy was superb.
So many kids came.
I'm so so glad they came.

Oh ya!!
Gene-Han from the children's camp tat juz past came.
Met his younger sis too.
Her name's Zee Xuan.
She's so cute..
So adorable..
Took a pic wif her though..

Hehe..
Oh well..
Catch up wif u guys soon..

lOnG tiMe nO sEe..

2004-12-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

Hey!!
Really long time no see man!!
It's been a month since i last wrote an entry here..
Hehe..
Sorry..

Well..
Went to Cambodia.
Came back.
Got busy with stuff.
Juz got the chance to slack the whole day today.
But was sneezing.

Losing my mind.
Cun remember stuff well enuff.
Keep forgetting stuff.
I need a secretary man!!
Haha..

Packed my room today.
Now it's so much neater.
It was super messy before that man.
Haha.

Hmm..
Well.
For those who haf been looking into here abt things that happened in my life.
My apologies for not updating my blog.
Hope u all had a blessed Christmas!
Oh ya!!
This yr's the first yr i told the Christmas story for 3 times!!
It's now drilled into my head.

AND..
I hope to get a dog of my own..

iT's cOmiNg sOoN..

2004-11-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

Wah!!
It's already Tues.
In like 6 days' time.
I'll be flying off.
Cambodia here i come!
Gonna be dere for the next 15 days.
[Pple don miss me k.. hehe..]
It's gonna be an experience of a lifetime man!!
Prob by the time i'm back.
I mite be going off to Batam.
Another few more days away from home.
Hehe..

Well.
Exams are juz done.
Results will only be out in Dec.
Sighz.
The anxiety tat fills my heart.
Juz crossing my fingers.
Hope i'll clear all my modules.
Hmm.

Got my posting.
Gonna go to one of the good skools near my area man.
Stress!!
Haha..
[Not gonna tell u where i'm going.. *secret*]
Practicum's gonna start on 3 Jan.
Me need to get working clothes!
Which means...
Shopping.
Shopping.
SHOPPING!!!
Weee..
Spend money time!!
Haha..
*Hint*
Dada..
U noe wat i mean eh..
Hehe..
*evil grinz*

Christmas is coming too.
Like in a month's time.
Need to get pressie for everybody!!
Wat do u want for this Christmas??
Tell me ya?
I'll try to fulfil ur wish..
[Though i'm not Santa Claus]
But Christmas is a time of sharing.
A time of joy.
A time of celebration.
Coz it's the birth of Jesus!!
[Long time ago in Bethlehem.
So the Holy Bible says.
Mary's boy child Jesus Christ.
Was born on Christmas day!]

Hmm.
I'm tinking too far.
Haha.

Oh well.
Not gonna update my blog for quite some time.
So pals.
Be patient alright.
I'll be back wif more juicy news abt my life.
Wait for my return.
Haha..

Oh well.
Tink i'm getting all cranky!
Better go before more crappy stuffss appears in my blog.
Ciaoz!

pReTty bOy..

2004-11-10T17:20:00.000+08:00

At 1am in the morning.
I heard a knock on my door.
Look through the viewer.
Saw a familiar face.
Opened the door.
Guess who i saw?
Yeah!
My darling sweetie boy!

This poor little princess here.
Down wif sore throat, cough and flu.
My sweetie handsome prince.
Walked from 5 to 11.
Delivered a cup of hot barley.
Together wif Vit C pills.
And.
Non drowsy cold tablets.

A gentle massage.
A cosy little hug.
It all warmed my heart!

Thanks so much my darling.
U're such a sweet pretty boy!
Muackz!
Love u to bits..

yEt aNoThEr dAy..

2004-11-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

Phew!
Another paper down!!
Yeah!
And tml's my LAST..
Listen to this.
LAST paper!!!
Hehe..
[Don be jealous of me..]

Well.
So far it's been good.
Papers were do-able.
But donno whether can score.
But who cares.
Me juz wanna pass all my modules.
Cun afford to fail any man.

Hmm.
After paper today damn drained.
But.
Still went to JP wif Huda and Stanley.
Oh ya.
Played wif chopper and kun before going out.

Was photostating some ETM notes at the Fuji shop.
Stupid machine din work.
Den the people at the shop was like doing things so slowly.
Spent quite abit of time dere though.

Den went to Sasa.
Got nail polish.
[But think it looks weird after putting it on]
Went Value$1.
Got myself a bowl.
AND.
Finally!
Found Mr Potato for me to eat!!!
Yummy!

Bought dinner from Banquet.
Huda treated us.
Not badz eh.
Though not like some posh dinner.
But well.
It's the tot that counts rite sayang?

Took a cab back.
Had dinner in Huda's room.
And watched 9 o'clock show.
Exciting!!

Haven even started on revision for ETM.
Wonder when i will ever finish it.
But oh well.
Tml last paper!!!

iNtErEsTiNg dAy..

2004-11-02T10:40:00.000+08:00

Sunday.
Woke up at 6am.
Super early.
Dad came and pick me up.
Went to church.
Needed to prepare.

Guess wat??
My whole family came to church!!!
So shocked!!
But yet at the same time.
So overjoyed.

During service.
Pastor Barry asked the congregation to pray wif their families.
I went to pray wif mine.
FISRT time.
It was the FIRST time we prayed together.
I pray that dere will be more of this first time.

After service.
Went Coro to eat wif Grace, Na, Eunice, my sis and bro and dada.
So cool.
Long time nv eat wif all of them le.

Had LJOY.
Had so much fun wif the kids.
Played games.
Watched VCD.
But it was a tiring day.
Mr Tan made rojak for us to mum mum.
Yummy yummy.

Went to granny's place for dinner.
Stupid aunty of mine.
Scolded (lectured) me from the time i stepped in.
So angry wif her.
She made me cried.
She was sacastic.
I din want to tok to her.
She is extremely irritating.
She doesn't do wat she preaches.
Who is she to lecture me?!
Some more in front of everyone!
HUMPH!
She spoilt my day.

Left my granny's place after dinner.
Said bye to everyone except that irritating woman in that place.
-My aunty-
Ya.
You may say I am stubborn.
I am rebellious.
Or watever that u tink describes me the best.
But i feel tat i haf the rights to feel the way i do.
I am old enuff to noe wat has to be done and wat's not.
I am no longer tat small girl whom she can order ard!
I haf my principles.
I haf my pride.

Went to watch Sky Captain at PS.
Err.
Not exactly a nice show.
Dozed off at some parts of the show.
Haha.
After show.
Rushed to catch the last bus.
Haha.
Reached home at 1am.
Hehe.
Oh well.
It was a tiring day.

oOpS!!

2004-10-20T20:36:00.001+08:00

Ok.
Second time writing this blog.
Tried to publish the original one.
Server cannot be displayed.
Sighz.

Anyway.
Hello everyone!
Been a long long long long time since i blogged.
Miss me?
I bet u do!

Hmm.
Many many assignments down.
I'm a happy girl!
2 out of 11 more to go!
Can at last rest abit.
But den.
Still got to wait till all my tests are over.
Sighz.

Next week got like 3 tests.
EAE Grammar Test.
ETE Written Test.
ELE Written Test.
Man!
I suck at written language.
And i am stucked doing these modules.
I can do it!
*hopefully*

Oh ya!
Today during ETM.
Got this stupid truck parked right outside my class.
Guess wat it was doing?
Bet u cun!
It was extracting sewage from the drain.
Can u imagine how stinky it was.
But my smart teacher of mine had to open the door.
To find out wat's going on outside.
Coz of tat.
We had a smellier class.
Gosh!
Shld haf seen her face when she came in man!
So farnie!

Oh wait!
Skool got bazaar again!
Yeah!
I saw this really nice and sweet pair of slippers.
Pink and white.
Love it so much!
Think i'm gonna get it soon!
Gonna spend money!
WEEeeee...
*grinz*

Tomorrow got short day.
Gonna go beach wif mei mei and dada.
Play, play and more play!
Hopefully it doesn't rain.
Wanna get my TAN!!
Thursday got no skool!!
WEEeee....

I'm still stucked revising for my mock test.
Wanna finish it soon.
Wanna orr orr.
Hehe.

Oh well.
Tell ya more abt the beach outing k?
Hehe..
Take care everyone!!
TTFN.

hMm..

2004-09-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

Wednesday.
My short day.
Went to skool for A lecture.
Finished skool at 1030.

Hmm.
Alvin was late.
Supposed to meet me in skool at 1030.
But he came at 11 plus.
Guess he's really tired.
So rare he can sleep late.
I had to disrupt it.
By making him wake up early.
Sorry.

We went Causeway Point together.
Yes.
Me and Alvin.
Went Swensen's for a meal.
Sprite.
Corn soup.
Fish 'n' Chips.
Sticky Chewy Chocolate Mooncake.
Yummy yummy!
*slurps*

Went to look for squash balls.
Finally found them.
At Northpoint!
Wanted to watch movie.
But..
Sorry.

Oh well.
Came back to JP.
Went to NTUC.
He was doing his groceries shopping.
I almost flipped at the amount of stuffs he bought.
Everything amounted to close to $40!

Well.
I had a great time.
Had my share of laughter (not gonna share wat blunders happened).
Had my yummy lunch.
Wat else could haf been better?
Thanks sweetie.
For the day.

Came back hostel.
Den went out again.
Went to meet dada.
Watched New Police Story!!
If you ask me to recommend u a show now.
It has to be New Police Story!
It's damn nice!
Super hilarious too.

But aft the show.
Poor me.
Knee started hurting.
Old problem.
Could walk properly.
Machiam old woman.
Slow motion.

Headed back home.
And when i was on the way.
I was almost knocked down by a taxi (Alvin had to rub on it).
It was really close shave.
AND it's not coz i jay walked or sth.
The taxi driver beat the red lights.
If he had drove 10km/h more than the speed he was driving.
I would really haf been lying in the hospital bed.

Oh well.
Now the weather is not good.
My knee hurts!!!

fOrGeFuL mE..

2004-09-29T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Mid of the new week.
This week can slack abit bit.
EED done!
Presented!
Woo-hoo!!!
ETM over!
So screwed!!
Mixed up everything that i studied!!
I cun believe it!!

In juz 2 days into this week.
I was (frustrated?) at how she did things.
I was like..
Argghh..
Parveen noes best.
But i asked myself.
"Am i being too critical towards her"
Wat do u all think? (tat's if u noe what i'm toking abt).

Parveen dear.
She noes everything tat happens in my life.
All the juicy news and stories.
(I noe abt candle boy too!)
Hmm.
Juz feel so comfortable toking to her abt things.
Though i knew for less than a year.
Guess it's all abt chemistry eh?

Yupz.
And i tink i am losing my mind man!
Keep forgetting things.
My project lah.
My thumbdrive.
My ez-link.
Gosh!!
Donno wat's gotten over me!
Maybe one day i may even forget MYSELF!

Sighz.
Haven gotten the dance steps out for Aunty Susy.
Die!
Haven tot of songs for children's day celebration.
Music team half-formed.
Wat am i doing man.
*Blur me*

Think soon i'm gonna freak.
I'm gonna flip.
And i'm gonna......
Arghh..
Life sux man!
Big time!
Worse than the vacuum cleaner.
Really.
Put urself in my shoes.
And u'll noe wat i mean.

sKoOL sTaRtiNg..

2004-09-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

It's been really a tiring week.
So many many things to do.
Sighz..

Hmm.
Darrell's so cute today!!
He made my day man!
Handsome boy.
Asked me to go fishing with him at the pond.
(If you donno wat's going on, haha.. Sorry..)

Wei wei also very ke ai.
Held his hands and walked down the sanctuary's aisle.
Went to join the other kids at the kneelers to be prayed for.
Baby baby.. (*pinch pinch*)

After LJOY today.
Me and dada went Causeway Point.
In search for my black top for my photo shoot tml.
Searched high and low.
Cun find.
But in the end, managed to get 2 tops from U2!!
Happy girl!

Went to Swensen's.
Coz he's got cravings for ice-cream.
Had sticky chewy chocolate.
Yum Yum!!
*Slurps*

Went back home to pick up stuff.
And now!
Back in my cosy room.
Gonna sleep soon.

Stuborn Alvin's not gonna sleep again.
Coz of his quizzes tml.
Don understand the rationale behind it.
When he noes that he's gonna haf a long day ahead tml.
He's not feeling well and his head is giving him problems.
Whatever.
Not gonna care this time.

Oh ya.
Dada bought the eeyore bolster that i saw that day!
Such a darling!!
Thanks sweetie!!
Muacks!
Gonna get it soon!

sPeCiaL pOsT..

2004-09-19T13:20:00.000+08:00

For three special pple..

Dada
Hmm..
Thanks for everything sweetie.
I noe this week i nv spent time wif u.
Coz of all my silly assignments.
I promise i'll try to make time for u k.
But i noe that during this period u had great time gaming rite?
Hehe..
Hope u leveled quite abit.
Love ya sweetheart.

Nana
Hey gal!
Thanks for the letter man.
Ya.
Kinda weird to be writing to each other when we stay under one roof.
Those were the days.
Thanks for ur understanding and concern ya?
Thanks for the encouragement too!
Indeed that's wat frens are for!
Muacks!!

Dear
Hmm.
Thanks for staying up wif me for so many nights.
For the hot drinks and the yummy food.
Thanks for ur concern too!
Thanks sweetie.
Remember no. 3 k..
Tat's ur promise.
Take care of urself ya?
Remember ur medicine for ur head when u return back to hostel!

reLieF?

2004-09-19T13:02:00.000+08:00

My motivation shall be them - the kids.. Despite all the assignments i haf on hand..

Whoa.
It's been the longest time.
Since i last blogged.
So many things happened over the week.
And i am amazed at all that has happened.

Let's start from Monday.
(Err.. Cun remember wat i did)
Oh yeah yeah.
Remembered!
Went to skool on the first day of my hols.
Can u believe it?!?!
Wat kind of hols man.
I went home wif dada for ice-cream cake!
Yummy yummy.
Oh ya.
Made him angry.
So angry that he refused to tok to me.
Sighz.
Finally.
I managed to get him to tok though the tension was still dere.

So came Tuesday.
Met up my group mates for Webquest discussion.
At Raffles City's Burger King's.
Dicussed, discussed and discussed.
We shifted from Burger King's to Pacific Cafe and finally to Millenia Walk.
When we were done i met up wif Alvin.
Travelled back from city hall together.
Talked quite abit.
Den met up wif Vin, CC, Na for dinner.
Got super suaned by them man. (u'll noe wat happened if u read the previous blog)
Sighz.

Oh ya!
Saw alvin's sis while we were waiting for the rest to come.
Quite pretty sia.
Hmm.
(Wondered wat happened to him.. Haha.. Oops! Sorry!)
Slept at 7am and Woke up at 11am.

Wednesday.
Do work and work and work.
Boring.
But in the aftn met up wif him to eat Crystal Jade.
Had cravings for tim sum.
But to my disappointment.
THERE WAS NO TIM SUM DERE!!!
But oh well.
Ate La Mien and stuff..
Nice but not worth the money.
More work!
Slept at 7.30am and woke up an hour later.

Thursday.
TTC meeting @ MESRC.
Nice place.
Good meeting.
Settled lots of stuff.
But i'm tired.
Went back.
Slept.
More work.
Din manage to finish studying for test.
Ling came over to sleep over
She burnt her calf in an attempt to buy ice-cream for me.
Thanks sweetie.
So thoughtful of her.

Finally.
Friday!!
Screwed up my test.
Hopefully it'll turn out fine.
Hopefully i'll be able to pass.
If not.
Haha.
I'll be dead.

Well..
As anyone can see.
I lead a monotonous life.
Sighz.
Everyday the same routine.
Nutting exciting.
Din haf the chance to meet dada the whole week.
He went home coz Aunty Gina fell and injure herself.
Well.
At least got pple like Alvin, Na to keep me company.
Silly Alvin.
Stayed up many nights to accompany when i stayed up.
Silly but it was real sweet of him.
Thanks dear.

Well.
As for dada.
As much as i wld like to spend time wif him.
I cun.
Too much work to complete.
Really cun find the time to relax.
Sorry baby.

Haha.
I noe..
It's a long blog.
I really haf alot to say.
Today went for facial.
Shiok!
Looking forward for my next appt man.
Haha.
Maybe go for spa the next time round.

Alright.
I see the yawn.
Ok ok.
I'm gonna stop right here!
TTFN. (Ta-Ta For Now)

miDniGhTs..

2004-09-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

Tired.
I am very physically tired.
It's been two consecutive days.
In 2 days, less 10 hours of sleep.
My precious sleep.
All coz of my lesson plans.

Whole day facing the com.
Goodness gracious.
First time in my entire life that i am doing this kind of stuff.
Dark rings are coming out.
Oh no!!
No more pretty pretty le.
(Not tat i was pretty to start wif)

Hmm.
Aunty Gina fell down and fractured her toes.
On wheelchair now.
Poor thing ya?
She has to be on cast for a month.
Good thing got maid ard.
If not..
Sighz..

He went home to stay.
Poor me.
Haha.

Oh ya.
Went to Crystal Jade this aftn for lunch wif him.
Food there not too bad but not worth the money.
Ate la mian, wan ton, sweet and sour pork and pau.

Went for dinner wif Guna and Saodah.
Had chicken rice.
Went back to my room to watch Monsters Inc and Tigger the movie/
Not for leisure.
For my assignment.
Can u believe it?

Oh well..
I better start working on my lesson plan before i'm really dead.
*Hmm.
Really think Alvin is a very sweet and nice guy.
Juz like my dada.*

nOt fEeLiNg gOoD tOdAy..

2004-09-15T12:13:00.000+08:00

wHy dO ppLe aLwAyS sAy wHaT tHeY sAy??

I don understand.
Why do pple always say wat they say.
Is there sth wrong with a girl having a close guy fren?
Muz it always be that when a girl is close to a guy they are together?
What has happened to all the freedom we haf?
I really don understand.

I got suan-ed by everyone coz i was wif Alvin.
Things they say are like.. Whatever..
He juz happened to noe that i was in town doing project.
[He asked where i was u see]
And he happened to dropped by Bugis to get a MP3 player.
Since he was ard that area.
We met up to come back to hostel.

I called Na and asked her out for dinner.
He asked CC out for dinner.
Mite as well we all haf dinner together?
And so we did.
But we got suan-ed the whole time through.
I don like it.

I noe wat i am doing.
But i don like the way pple use tat kind of attitude to look at me.
I don see anything wrong wif it.
Coz i noe wat i am doing.
And i tell dada everything that happens.
I don keep anything from him.

If dada is fine wif wat i am doing.
Why shld others be bothered abt it?
I don understand.
But.
Whatever.

2004-09-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

wHy dO gOoD tHiNgS aLwAyS cOmE tO aN eNd??

Juz yesterday was my bro's bdae.
I had a really enjoyable dinner with everyone.
Mum.
Dad.
Jon and Sarah.
Darling.

We went to Basil Thai Restaurant.
Buffet style.
Tried many diff kinds of dishes.
Yummy yummy.
Had the greatest amount of laughter dere.
Dad and his corny jokes.
Felt the bond so close.
A feeling i nv had before.
Everyone juz felt so close.

Juz a few days back.
I went to meet Jon.
He bought me a notebook.
So sweet of him.
Met him on MSN.
The way he encouraged me simpy touched my heart.

I brought Sarah out for breakfast.
Had Mac together.
She wrote letters to me during my absence.
She missed me and i miss her too.
In her letter, she would nv fail to ask me to go home soon.
At her age, this is something no one would expect her to do.
But she did it.

I just simply want all these to last forever.
Really.
The feeling is juz to beyond what words can describe.
What words can express.
I love them!!!
And i pened this.. Crying..

sTrEsSeD..

2004-09-08T11:47:00.000+08:00

Argghhh..
I am super stressed.
Too stress wif all the stuff going on in my life.
I am so so so physically tired man.
When will i really get a break to rest?

So many assignments due.
Next week is the recess week.
But..
Stuck doing ALL 11 assignments.
Deadlines after deadlines.
By the time i'm done.
I'll prob be dead.

Today's the 7th of Sept.
It's our 3 yrs and 8mths anniversary.
I plain forgot ALL about it.
Until i was in lecture.
I asked Zan wat's the date today.
She said 7th.
I was like ok..
Until i realised that today's a special day!!
Gosh!
This is one of the thing i should not forget.
And i did!

Oh well.
Now everyone reading this can see how stressed i am.
Goodness gracious.
I no time, i'll be going bonkas already.

Sighz..
Gotta pen off here.
Need to rush my essay which is due tml.

Juz wanna say sth to my dada.
Love ya sweetheart.
Sorry i forgot abt this special day.
Thanks so so so much for the present!
Love it alot!!
Muacks!

tiReD!!!

2004-08-27T17:38:00.001+08:00

LoVe dOeS nOt mAke tHe wOrLd gO rOuNd..
LoVe iS wAt mAkeS tHe riDe WoRtHwHiLe..

Whoa.
It's been a long time since i last blogged.
Busy, busy and more busy.
Even busier den a bumble bee.
Assignments and tutorials.
Argghh.

Hostel life is good.
It's cool.
It's superb.
It's wonderful and marvelous.
Having lots of fun here ma.
Funky pple here too.
Alvin, cheng cai, larree..
Irene, hannah, chin tau..

ALvin's a nice guy.
Super sweet and caring.
Recently he shared quite a lot of stuff abt himself.
Had my share of supper by him.
Bread and luncheon meat.
Thanks sweetie.
Had lots of interesting msn talks wif him.
Felt like i've known him for the longest time.

Hannah's animated.
Super animated.
You wun believe it.
She's gonna be a teacher!!
I guess she'll be one teacher who will go C R A Z Y wif her class.

Chin tau's funny.
He saw me on the fone wif my dada.
He told me to say hi to him.
I did.
And he told me to tell dada that he loves... HIM!!
I hope he's not gay.
Haha.
Juz kidding.
I know he's not.

Oh well.
So much abt hostel life.
I tink i'm stressed.
Y E S!
I A M S T R E S S E D ! ! !
Stressed coz of the crazy workload.
Stressed coz of the assignments.
Stressed coz i'm busy meeting deadlines.
(Really dead lines.)
Stressed coz i wanna do well, i wanna cross-over.
Stressed coz i'm afraid of disappointing pple.
Never felt so stressed before.
Really.
Never.

I'm so tired.
So physically tired.
Sheena knows.
Haven had time to enjoy myself.
Been longing to make a trip down to IKEA.
But never had the chance.

I may seem happy-go-lucky on the outside.
But deep inside i'm struggling.
No one knows.
But i know He does.

I'm packed.
From mondays through sundays.
I'm studying 247.
E V E R Y D A Y!
I donno how i'm gonna make it through.
But somehow i will.
I guess.

I've been so busy.
I've neglected someone.
Someone who loves me so much.
Haven spend time wif Him.
Alone.
The only times were at the dining table.
Tat's all.
But..
Quality time?

Sighz.
Everything seems like it's in a mess.
I've got to get it straight.
If not, i tink i'm so gonna die.
Oh well.
Time will tell everything.
I guess..

hApPy..

2004-08-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm.
Long time since i blogged.
Guess dada mite been looking.
But cun find any.
Sorry.

Well.
Today was a real enjoyable day.
Went to watch the fireworks wif my sis and him.
Romantic though it was packed.
It's not everyday anyone can get such a chance.

Crowded as it was.
We stayed together.
Went to Cafe Cartel for dinner.
It was a long wait.
But it was worth waiting.
Really spent quality family time together.
Had a sumptous meal.
It was on me!
Coz i got my F I R S T pay!

Guess staying in hostel really benefitted me.
A L O T ! !
Relationships wif pple strengthened.
Really.
Wif Sheena.
Wif my family (esp my bro and my sis.. But not forgetting my parents too..)
Also, wif my dada too.

Guess our relationship really grew much deeper.
Now we can compromise more wif each other.
As in spending time wif each other.
Spending time by ourselves.
Though i noe i'm still trying.
I feel the change.
Cool eh?

He's become so so so sweet.
Think i'm gonna get diabetes soon.
Haha.
The little little things he's been doing.
Really surprises me!
No matter how small it may be.
Thanks sweetie.

Oh well.
It really warms my little heart.
To see my relationships wif pple grow.
To see that we begin to cherish each other more.
To see that we love each other.
More and more each day.

fiNaLLy..

2004-08-06T05:36:00.000+08:00

Phew.
Finally it's coming to the end of the week.
This whole week has been super draining man.
Draining not coz skool has been 'xiong'.
Draining coz i've been missing out on lots of sleep.
Physically tired man.

Hmm.
Hostel life's been great.
Nv had so much fun before though.
Got to noe lots and lots of pple.
Barry. (Mr Ang Moh)
Big and small ben. (Small one is JCRC VP k..).
Chin Tao(My block rep).
Alvin, Larree and Cheng Cai (the funky pple).
Regina and sharon.
Yi Qian and Yu Fan.
Irene.
Many many more.
Cool eh?!

Oh well.
Skool's been alright too.
But been printing so many stuffs.
Gonna be broke and bankrupt real soon.

Sth really 'pai say' happened today.
8.30am supposed to start skool.
The buses that came were so packed.
I only managed to board the 3rd one that came.
Reached skool at 8.35.
Die.
Late.
To make things worse.
I went to the wrong tutorial class.
TR23 instead of TR67.
Only realised it when i sat down and saw a fren who has nv been in the same class as me!!
Blur..

Done wif skool.
Went to the bazaar.
Pampered myself wif a new bag. (Dada's gonna scold me..)
Hehe.

Now trying to sort all my printing stuff out.
Gotta leave the hostel at 3.45pm.
Gonna go for IBG.
4x400m.
Netball.

aChiEvEmEnT..

2004-08-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

Yawnz.
Tired when i woke up in the morning.
Slept late last nite yet A G A I N.

Took a shuttle bus to skool.
Felt so blur.
Started asking how to alight the bus.
Haha.
Felt so silly though.
Press the bell and the bus will stop.
Haha.

Reached skool.
Realised the LT i'm supposed to be in.
E M P T Y ! !
Den we all found out that the venue changed.
And it was not reflected on portal.
Haiyo.

Being monday.
It's a long day.
1 1hr lecture.
1 2hr tutorial.
1 3hr tutorial.
Ended at 1800.
Lesson dragged.

But i'm proud of myself.
Though i'm tired.
I went through all my lessons today.
Not dozing off a single time.
Lessons were interesting.
Esp Mrs F's class.
Though it was 3hr.
But it was extremely enjoyable.

Strolled my way back.
Met Suz and tok.
Exchanged many tots and comments.

Reached 54-06-1067.
Went to wash the clothes.
Had a blur time exploring how to work the machine.
When dada said it's an idiot-proof machine.
Guess i'm an idiot.
Donch u tink so?

Finally done wif the chores.
Left hostel and headed to JP for dinner.
Had KFC and cheese fries (err.. mayo fries i would say).
Went to Mac and studied too.
Met Junren dere.
He was shocked.
Only 2nd week of skool and i'm studying.
Haha.

Accomplished a B I G feat today.
Read through 31 pages of texts.
Small fonts in big book one leh.
Well done to myself!

Oh well.
Tired le.
Better go catch some sleep.
Dada.
I've got sth to say to u.
Love ya honey.
U're my honey bun sugar bun, pumpky yakin yakin.
U're my sweetie pie.
U're my cuppy cake, gum-drop sugar sugar-slurp.
The apple of my eye.
(Remember this song? Hope u do.).
Nitez.

Yippee..

2004-08-02T17:32:00.000+08:00

Tired.
Yawnz..
Slept at 2 plus last nite.
Woke up at 6.20 this morn.
Super drained.

Rushing ard to prepare.
Prepare for the EnD.
It was rushing here and there.
Every moment there was sth to do.
No time for idling.

He wanted to tok to me.
But i was busy.
He wanted to pray for me before the start of the event.
But i was busy.
So he juz asked how was i feeling.
I gave a quick reply and walked away.
Sorry.

The service started.
I was nervous.
But finally calmed down before i went up on stage.
So far so good.

Then comes the prog running far too ahead of time.
Before we all realised it.
The whole event was ending.
We were trying hard to drag time.
Thank God.
We did it.

The guests had their yummy yummy food.
Then was lots of photo-taking.
Then was packing up.
And before i knew.
ALL the food were cleared.
Sobz..
COz i haven eaten.
H U N G R Y ! ! !

Stayed on for LJOY.
But felt drained.
Prayed for renewal of strength.
And as it is.
My God is an awesome God.
I pulled through.
Had tons of fun wif the kids today though.

I got an Odie from the rewards table.
Isaiah saw it.
He liked it.
Fell in love wif it.
He was a good boy the whole day.
I gave it to him.
But dada say he'll get one for me..
Hehe..
So sweet of him.

Took a cab home coz he said i very tired already.
Don travel too much.
So thoughtful.
Love him to the max man.

Reached home and he tugged me to bed.
The feeling was juz so G O O D !

When finally i woke up.
Dad sent me back to 54-06-1067.
Na was not back yet.
I asked if he could stay till she's back.
He stayed.

12 midnight.
She came back.
He left and walked back to hall 5 himself.

Juz felt that he was simply ultra sweet today.
So handsome.
So charming.
So thoughtful.
So ...
L O V E H I M T O T H E M A X ! ! !

Zzz..

2004-08-01T16:58:00.000+08:00

Whoa.

It's been a real tiring day man.. Had a false alarm today though.. So upset by it.. Tot today got GE class but in the end, woke up early in the morning [though it was still later than the time i was supposed to], rush down to skool in a cab BUT in the end, waited in the tutorial room for an hour and the lecturer din come AT ALL!! So.. Came down to church and prepared for EnD stuff..

It was indeed super draining coz muz think of so many things when so many things are happening at the same time.. Guess everyone who's there felt equally tired man.. haha.. Everyone like walking zombie..

And u noe wat.. Din eat the whole day till dinner time which was like 7 plus in the night.. Goodness gracious..

Well.. Dada came down today for the practice right after his class but den.. There's were so much idling time that he got impatient and stuff that he started to haf that gloomy face on him.. But it's like not my fault leh.. Things run the way it was.. I've got not much say in it though.. Haf to juz accept it the way it is rite.. And it's like all the things he said were aiming at me loh.. "Bad planning lah.." and all the stuff.. Upset u noe.. Sighz..

Oh well.. hmm... gonna sleep like real soon.. coz it's like getting late though.. Still got my assignment not done yet.. HOW???? Arghhh...

tiReD?

2004-07-31T16:06:00.000+08:00

oVeR tHe MouNtAiNs aNd tHe sEa, uR riVeR rUns wiF LoVe fOr mE aNd i wiLL oPeN uP mY hEaRt aNd LeT tHe HeaLeR sEt mE fReE..

The glaring sun came.
Shone right in.
Woke me up.
5 hours.
Tat's all i slept.

Went to canteen wif Na.
Ate our breakfast.
Wan Ton Mee.
So doughy.

Tried fixing my com.
Failed.
Heng Kai came and fix it up.
He was great.
SUperb at it.
Real fast.

Finally!!!
It's done.
Thanks!!

Called dada.
He was at home.
Not going skool for his class.
I was upset.
Worried.
Concerned.

LiWei came.
I was left alone.
They were in a world of their own.
Guess wat they say is true.
When love juz begins.
It's the honeymoon period.
2, 3 years and all.
It becomes reality coz that's when A L L the problem starts seeping in.
Tat's life my dear.

Left skool.
Came back home.
Put down my stuff.
And off i go.
Down to church.
Started being busy as a bumble bee.

Met up wif dada.
Had our dinner.
Went back church for family plus.
Not bad a session.
But the speaker had such soothing voice.
Zzzz.. I tried not to 'fish'.

Teenage rebellion and conflicts.
Elliot was there to hear.
Every other time, pple looked at him.
Somehow hinting.
Funny, yes it was.
But poor Elliot.

Session was over.
We left for homes.
Had a little quarrel on the bus.
But i was reminded of wat i told myself to do.
Told myself not to be demanding anymore.
To be more understanding.
And to be appreciative.

I tried hard.
Tried my best.
Praying that time will prove it all.
I want to do it.
I want this relationship to be one that we'll cling on to dearly.
One that's encouraging.
One that's ......
I'll try..
Keep trying.
Till the day we join our hearts as one. (Of coz, it's God's call..)

He moved in to his hostel.
Cosy room.
Windy too.
Friendly room-mate to go along. (Yan dao leh..)

Came back home.
F I N A L L Y!!
Tot could sleep in tml morn.
But i cun.
Realised that i haf classes.

Well..
Close my eyes now try to sleep.
And to think of tml.
Twinkling stars are shining bright.
I'll dream of him all night.
Love ya..

i'M hApPy tO bE iN tHe tRuTh. aNd i wiLL dAiLy LiFt mY HanDs. fOr i wiLL aLwAyS siNg oF wHeN uR LoVe cAme dOwN.. i cOuLd siNg oF yOuR LoVe fOrEvEr...

..sLaCkEr..

2004-07-30T16:31:00.000+08:00

cLosE uR eYeS, giF mE uR haNd dArLiNg.. dO u fEeL mY hEaRt bEaTiNg, dO u uNdErStaNd.. dO u FeeL tHe SaMe? oR aM i OnLy dReAmiNg.. iS tHiS bUrNinG.. aN eTErNaL fLaMe..

Woke up in the morning.
Once again.
Slacked.
Din do much.

He msged early in the morn.
Wif a super duper happy tone.
I din reply.

He called in the noon.
Asked about me.
I gave a dull tone.
Din care.
He tried to cheer me up.
He persevered on.

I went down to hostel.
To collect my network cable.
Bought some snacks on my way home.
Saw him at my place.

Tok things thru.
Almost gave up E VE R Y T H I N G.
I'm glad we din.
If not, I would be crying buckets now.
Thanks darling for ur understanding.
All these while.

Things got better.
I like it the way it is now.
I like it when things are smooth sailing.
But life's never ever gonna be smooth sailing.

He took a nap at my place.
He looked so peaceful.
He looked so charming.

Well.. Today marks the first nite.
The first nite i'm staying here.
54-06-1067.

Think i'm falling.
Falling more in love wif..
... ...

Me, myself and I..

2004-07-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

sTar LiGhT, sTaR bRiGhT.. tHe fiRsT sTaR i sEe tOniGhT..
i wiSh i mAy, i wiSh i miTe.. hAf a wiSh i wiSh tOniTe.. BuT...

Sighz..
Din do much today.
Spent most of my time on my laptop.
Slacked.

He msged to apologize.
He asked for another chance.
I turned him down.
I didn't care.

Suddenly felt like catching a movie.
Msged him and he said ok.
Supposed to meet at 6
But i was late.
Gave him a black face but he still approached me wif a smile.
With gentleness and all.

He bought me a donkey fan.
Something i liked but i din express much.
Juz said thanks.
But as i tot about it.
I realised he was being sweet.

Had dinner together.
In silence.
Exchanged only a few words.
But he was still keeping his smile.
I din care.

Went into the movie theatre.
He said it was cold.
I din care.
Took out my sweater and used it for my own.
It was after awhile that i got close.
He shivered throughout the show.
I was there to gif a hug.

Had a pancake after the show.
And once again, things went back to square one.
Gloomy and stuff.

It was his game and M E.
Shopping and M E.
Demanding and M E.
It was all about M E and M E and M O R E O F M E.

What's wrong wif me??
When will i ever start appreciating??
When will i ever realise??
I donch noe..
Sighz..

If he ever reads this blog of mine.
I juz want to say..
I'm sorry..
Never meant to hurt you.
It was never your fault but mine.
It was always me, myself and I.

gOoD oR bAd??

2004-07-28T15:01:00.000+08:00

*yawnz* I'm feeling sleepy man.. Like at this time of the night.. Been facing my laptop since this evening working on my blog's template and stuff.. [nice ya??]

Well, about my day.. Hmm.. Woke up in the morning by Pee's phone call asking if i were in skool.. haha.. Couldn't get back to sleep so.. Aiya.. Juz got outta back and washed up.. And as usual, my dear granny started asking why i din go skool again.. [guess everyone has the concept that going to skool means waking up real early in the morning and getting their butts outta house like say at 7 or so..] When i finally got out of house to meet Sherv, it was abt 11am.. 30mins more to the start of lecture.. [hurry!!!!]

Met James at the interchange and i tink he seriously lost a huge amount of weight.. Wonder wat happened to him.. Seem so dazed too.. But oh well.. Went to skool and guess wat... Went to the wrong lecture theatre.. LT1 instead of LT4.. Blurr mee.. haha.. Not only were we at the wrong lecture theatre, we were late for lect too.. [OoPsss]

Explored the skool's library today and whoa.. Cool stuff man.. Got a cafe in the library.. SUPER conducive place to study man.. Yippee... Printed a whole lot of stuff too.. Really must learn independence man.. So MANY things must print and download and stuffs.. It gets so confusing at times man...

Oh ya.. Moved some of my stuffs to my room le.. Getting all ready to move in this weekend man.. No point staying in hostel this week COZ I'VE GOT NO CLASSES TILL NEXT WEEK!!! YIPPEE.. [Jumping for JOY!!!! *careful on to hit my head*]

So much for today.. All well and good.. But when at last i got to tok on the phone wif dada, things took a turn.. The start of the conversation was good.. Everything went on fine until i started telling him about my day and my irritating timetable.. His mood got dull.. There was silence... "You're whining u noe.. Abit.." He said... But what's wrong wif that?? I mean, i really haf a total new kind of timetable that runs straight from 8.30am in the morning till 6.30pm in the evening wif ALL my lessons running back to back wif only a lunch break in between.. And friday being the last day of the week is my LONGEST day.. Who would not whine about such kind of timetable??!!

Ya.. I understand that his timetable is worse.. But look at it this way, he's like in yr 3 now.. Kinda seasoned to this kind of timetable already wat.. When he first started Uni, he was also whining about his crappy timetable and i was there to listen and comfort.. Now, when my turn has come.. Why is the support and comfort i need??

fiRst dAy iN sKooL..

2004-07-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

Sighz.. Today marks the end of my [sLaCkeR] life man.. SKOOL HAS STARTED!!!! The first and the last lesson i had today was darn boring.. You wouldn't believe it man.. The lecture room so super small that if anyone were to doze off.. Gotcha!! The lecturer mite juz be abe to aim wadever's on her hands towards the sleepyhead.. Biological Science was wad i went through today.. So many terminologies to take note of and guess wat.. Durian, the king of all fruit, has a scientific name called Durios Zibithinus.. I think it's spelt like that.. But imagine if u go fruit stall and ask for Durios Zibithinus, the fruit seller would probably think you crazy to ask for such stuff from him man.. haha...

12.25pm... Thou reached my cozy house.. Onto my cozy bed and Zzzzzzz.. All the way till 4pm and when i'm up.. Computer time.. The silly, stupid Sasser Worm is goner from my baby.. [erm.. i mean my laptop.. hehe.. my new found husband..]

Dada supposed to come down to my place to kill the wormy for me.. But.. Oh well.. He din in the end coz he managed to find a way to stop the worm from crawling and shutting my com down.. [Do u understand wat i'm saying??? Coz i don though..]

Been using my com like since the time i woke up man.. Tink i'm gonna get another pair of eyes soon.. Haha..

Alrightie peepz.. Toking to my dada now.. Ciaoz..